“Gladys”
by Artist: Carol A. More
“Say hello to Gladys. She was my Godmother, though I really didn’t know her. I suppose she was present at my baptism, but I don’t remember her. I was never sure what a Godmother should be. Perhaps she wasn’t allowed to be. When I was little, I wondered what it would have been like to have someone who cared about me and only me. Someone who thought I was more special. Who bought me things. Who smiled when she saw me. I was the middle of five children; only one-fifth. And Gladys had her own kids. I suppose it never mattered but it didn’t keep me from hoping and waiting for something that didn’t even matter.”
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The paragraph above is affixed to the back of the artwork and manually typed on my little manual Olympia typewriter – complete with hand-inked ribbon.
While working on this piece, my memory stretched back ‘to the day’. I remembered her face, her thick, swollen ankles, the way she dangled a cigarette out of the corner of her mouth while talking and the curious eye tic developed when she stopped smoking. Gladys: Godmother to little Carol.
Artwork how to:
- Substrate is the inside of an old book cover which makes a very sturdy non-warping collage surface. I love this old but popular inside cover paper and I snap up books whenever I find it. It grunges up nicely and I love the silvery print which is such a pretty surprise.
- Materials used:
- Piece of found rusty screen riveted (It reminded me of the netted veils on ladies’ hats in the 40s and 50s) to the book cover; I use a Crop-A-Dile to set the rivet and I swear it would work even on a piece of glass – it’s that impressively strong! Seriously, I’m kidding – don’t use it on glass.
- Old book spine – have a shoebox full of ’em
- Markings: India ink marks, white casein paint, charcoal, pencil, metallic embossing powder heated to melting
- Scrap from an old wallpaper book
- Copy of Gladys’ photo (I inherited my parents’ photo box and would never use an original photo of my family in art)
- Small piece of mica – a symbolic shield to protect Gladys (who passed away years ago)
- Leather cover of an old advertising incentive pocket telephone book (under Gladys’ photo)
- I used YES paste to glue everything down.
Speaking of TRASH: I’ll bet you’re wondering what my art lab must look like! I do collect old stuff found and inherited (inclusive of myself) but I limit my hoarding. Once every few months, I’ll toss out remnants that no longer seem interesting or are too small to use in one of my trash-2-collages. I am reasonably well-organized but against my husband’s better judgement, would easily encroach on other space in the house if he looked the other way for even a brief moment. I NEVER read articles that show an artist’s work space neat and orderly. I never believe it for a minute that someone works that neatly. How is that possible? For me, the creative process is serendipitous. And I guess you’d call it messy.
I found your story touching. I’ve felt this way myself, being special to just one person. Now I am, and it’s awfully nice. Your collage captures this longing.
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Thank you, Claudia.
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How lovely to meet “Gladys” – you’ve immortalized her beautifully in your art Carol!
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Thank you!
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precious memories. I love how the pieces are all so meaningful
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Thank you, my variable identity, friend. I find myself having a full convo with them while working on the collage. Like…what would I say to them if they were looking over my shoulder? Hey, they probably are!
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